how does feel when you are angry and sad at the same time? you feel so heartbroken and instead of crying, you are killing people by the streets. do you uncomfortable? like you heart doesn't really know what to do but to just keep being in pain cause of your mixed feelings. so.. how do you actually feel? Numb. You feel really numb.
You feel lost.. So lost that you have no idea what to think about. I can't really say he's useless, given what he has done for me but I hate when he doesn't help me. Maybe I'm asking to much from him. I feel so annoyed now that I feel like crying. but it doesn't really mattter cause I don't care anymore.
So I wonder, whether we are different from anyone else? Or do the have the same problem.
