so, now, I no more has a laptop. Need to buy one seriously.
Anyway, tons has happen. Kissed him, FINALLY. For a whole year and a half of him asking me to kiss him, I did. uhhh.. I won't tell you how I felt but it was a gentle one. So yea, and I totally know if he is gonna read this. LAWL. I'm gonna get killed. Mehh, I'm only a friend so a kiss doesn't really matter.
I'm looking for a partner to sing a duet with me for COSFEST, I have people in mind but I don't know whether they want or not. I'm gonna sing a 'kinda' old song. It's from Gundam Seed. Love that anime <3 I totally wanna join the competition BUT need fiind someone who can sing with me. ouh well.
I feel left out, I don't feel any belonging to his family at this point. Maybe because it's our differences. I just feel kinda lost. I sometimes feel that he's doing something because he has to but not because he wants to. Don't know. I feel so hurt sometimes. *ponders*
