November 10, 2010, 4:41:00 AM
you should leave me alone. your very existence makes me sick. whenever I look at you only rage overwhelms me. you don't know this cause I never told you. I told you I need you. no. I realize that you are not healthy for me. I rather die than to see you again. yep yep. so make me happy and go make new friends and leave me alone. ouh, right... go to her.


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so, trip to Indonesia was fun. hoho. but I feel annoyed that no one listens to me anymore. ouh well. maybe it's just me. wait, no it's not. yea, no one listens to me. I'm like a piece of redundant painting that people paint just cause they are bored and then shove me aside. then when they get bored again, they pick me up edit me and shove me again. yeah. life's like that.


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no, I'm not emo. I'm just pissed. I can't get anything done for AFA. It's only lucky I can get to see May'n on Sunday, if I can make it. stop ranting to me about things I don't wanna know. you freaking know what I don't wanna hear, so stop. it's unhealthy already. god, I have feelings you know. stop filtering my feelings and do what you like. you have other friends, rant to them or something. come on, YOU DON'T NEED ME AT ALL. don't come and go as you like as if my life is a hotel. dude, I'm human.

ugh..
ps... yes I'm totally talking about you. do you feel hurt now? do you feel annoyed? angry? pissed? betrayed? am I being a totally hypocrite? aww. welcome to my world love. the feelings mutual now. I'm being bitch now. I'm sorry. Love ya.

ps. of course I won't tell the whole word the name. it's mean. T___T
no not you la ... (if you are thinking about yourself) - if you read, just ask me alright, I'll tell.

what? I'm angry okay!


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ouh yea. i saw a beautiful lady in a sari the other day when I came back from work. she looks exceptionally beautiful. I lost the sight of her and I cried. Idk. then I saw her again at the platform. Stunning. why is there such a beautiful person right i front of my eyes?






ps.. I miss Chiroru.

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going against gravity, diabolical, loves to read, eats ice cream without being depressed, doesn't like the day, love sunflowers, mad about strawberries, loves to lie under water, wants to climb mountains, wants to bungee jump, loves cakes, doesn't smile often, dislike sadness, doesn't sleep. (no, I kid, I'm not diabolical)-

actually, I'm not really a die hard fan of REMILIA SCARLET, she's my SECOND favorite, MY FAVORITE OBVIOUSLY HAZ TO BE HER MAID, IZAYOI SAKUYA, if I have someone as loyal as that, I will love her forever. Actually I do and I LOVE HER WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND SOUL <3<3

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