Tomorrow is Natsumatsuri. What does that mean? Meaning, I has CANDY APPLES! if I'm lucky enough. Last year I remember, it was sold out quite quickly. T..T I wanted it so badly!
I'm feeling somehow better. Nothing bad happen. I feel scared though. He has mixed feelings. Am I a troublemaker? Do I ruin people's life? Do I bring them trouble? I hope not.
I'm super sorry honey! I had a wonderful day today with you. With all the spinning and the bugs. The running here and there, going up and down escalator, being really random.. and all those things. Maybe I'm panicking too much cause you seem to be so cool about it.. sorry. Though sorry doesn't cure.. but I am.
FASTING MONTH IS HERE! I'm so happy! Can't wait for it to happen! XD lucky this year 7th month clashes with fasting month. I feel safer. SO MUCH SAFER.
Though I'm still feeling real bad now, but I'm trying to stay cool. Ben asked me to have faith and honey says have hope... so I shall.
Dang, I still want a PENTHOUSE!
