ouh hey, hate me cause I'm different. Dislike me cause I'm different. Different what? Different race. Why being so racist? I'm not even pure blood. WHY?
I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.I'M NOT MALAY.
God gave me and took it away. Why do I feel so sad? WHY? WHY? I don't know.
I'm sorry honey for getting you into deep trouble with your mom. I'm in deep shit too cause I don't wanna lose you. I really don't. It hurts and I'm not ready for it, for now.
I'm feeling really stupid now. I don't what to do, I don't know what to feel. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? JUST WHAT? Pester? explain? He's not doing it. I'm seriously lost.
I cannot even knock just now. I feel so so so upset. Idk what to do. I SHOULD STOP THINKING FOR A WHILE. because I feel really really upset.
IN THE END I HAVE TO BE THE CHEERFUL ONE, cause two sad ones doesn't make things go better.