what are the odds that the guy you take interest in takes interest in someone else. what do you do if that happens to you. and that guys happens to be your closest friend. and that someone else is your friend too? do you get depressed and die? do you? do you cry? will he care? no?
so whatever he says, that would accidentally hurt your feeling, you would take it as if his heart changes, as if he would defend whoever but go against you. paranoia? maybe. fact? maybe.
"the girl I increasingly adore as days pass." whooosh that hurts. no name mentioned but you straightaway know who she is.
I'm not longer looked at. I'm no longer have his attention. I no longer have his heart. I no longer have his feeling. I no longer exist.
so what do you do now...? it hurts like hell. wait, what do I know? so what happens now?
she is the one you like and that will forever be the fact, end.
Madoka OP, Connect. This song takes your breath away, LITERALLY.