I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY HEAD. who is this guy? who is he to me? I don't wanna date him, obviously not, he's too good for that. When I told him I love him, he cried, said that he doesn't love me back, and that would hurt my feelings. this is awkward because I don't love him as what girls love their boyfriend. I love him because I love him -______- I SWORE TO NOT USE LOVE, but what the fuck is this.
IT'S 5 AM IN THE MORNING and I'm having these confusing thing going on. ahhh geez.