i do not know whether you will read this. I BET YOU WON'T. BUT if you do, then here's for you.

I feel like.. dooms day is around the corner. Ugh, does it even matter what I'm feeling? CRAP. I FEEL LIKE CRAP OKAY? IT'S NOT EVEN 24 HOURS LATER YET AND I FEEL THAT I'M LOSING. this time round, THIS FEELING REALLY CAN'T BE DESCRIBE. I just wish.. WISHES ARE FAKES, STOP WISHING. I wanna see that face .. that first time I saw you. THAT'S IT. fuck it, I'm such a difficult being to deal with. I don't deserve someone like you. crap.





i can't do anything except for staring. we have so much problem... and it's all from me. he's such a peaceful person, i'm the one rocking it as if it's mine. i feel hurt? NO. I feel sorry for him. he has gone thru shit because of me. I DON'T WANT MYSELF TO BE HAPPY. I want him to be happy. who cares about me?! i don't wanna lose him. lose myself, but not him. SEE.. I'M DOING IT AGAIN, that "think about me" thing.

80% he won't even come here.

AH.. crap. I love you. Good day.








I WANNA GRAB~! I seriously, rather die. shameless bitch, go and die lo.

~"I WANT YOU BACK.. "~

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