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何かあった?
안녕!didn't get to talk to him today. i feel kinda weird. i'm sleeping late again, hope he doesn't catch me. but what difference does it make? nothing. i don't feel like eating .. at all. meh.
it's kinda weird to have two languages at once, but in the end, i have more than two. and I still wanna learn German and Dutch. I'm kinda cool at French.
my brother did a lot of shopping today. he intended to go alone, but.. brought me along instead. he so funny. we ended up buying a lot more than we could carry. lots of stuff.
i so need to learn how to sleep early. this is bad. i'm lazy to move my data in my hard disk again. very sad. i was sad the whole day. kkay, not really. lol.
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i feel that when i'm not talking to him, i'm alone but i can't always bother him. he already have a lot of things to do. more important ones. i wonder what would happen to me if he leaves. don't be selfish ~ he has his own life to deal with. but can one person really change me? how i feel about certain things? can one person really control my emotions for me? i trust you.~
i just wish ... i haven't have met him .. yet.
すみませんでした。 죄송합니다.