i don't want that person to notice so i just took a glimpse but ended up looking at that person long enough for that person to notice. i did nothing. i feel nothing. even so i still want to look at that person. a day with that person makes me happy but it doesn't matter cause i will end up realising that person is beyond reach even if that person is standing right beside me. i feel like an idiot trying to figure out how that person feel after looking at me and even worst to even think whether that person do feel something for me. so does this sadden me or am i happy? i am tempted to ask that person but isn't it stupid to ask?
hmn. maybe i shall just stay quiet so that person won't know and will forever be that way just cause i don't want to end up being really sad.. cause I cannot handle the truth no matter how much I do try. and so that person will still stand beside me even though i know it's never enough.
shhhh XD
i worry i might live too long. we don't want that, do we?
