wazzup with me? Nothing much.
HAVEN'T GOT MY PAY YET. I'm looking for another job.. I'm bored.
He hates me. I know he does. He doesn't smile at me anymore. He doesn't talk to me anymore. He has friends now. He doesn't need me. I missed the old him. Kinda my fault for pushing him away. He was nice back then. Nice to me that is cause I was his only friend back then. Now, he has lots of friends so he's better off with them. I actually miss him. He's always smiling and laughing with me last time. I feel like crying.. thinking of what I did. I pushed him away and now, I need him. Need him to smile at me. I miss him. He probably don't know.
Chingay is on the 19 and 20 Feb, go get ready. I cannot wait. Mmm, Soy'B is this coming Saturday. I'm dying. Don't know what to do for it. Might not even do anything. Ouh well, I'm better off dead somehow.
I FEEL SO SO SAD. Lucky there's Honey around. He helps. Love you. He always makes me smile even in bad times. I just wish I was a better gf or something... to match up to him. I really love him o o
Anw, I MISS DAWN.
