"Live life to the fullest". That's what everybody says but do they know what it means? I doubt so. How would you know you lived it and ready to die? The word "Life" is unknown. What is Life? Do people understand it? Do people know what Life is? There's this guy who came to my school years ago for some talk. I hate talks but this one was interesting. He talked about The Meaning of Life and at the end of the talk he asked all of us this.. "What is Life?" "I don't know what it means, you don't know what it means, SO WHO DOES?"
I believe in God, yes. My mother told me once. Life is like an Oil Lamp. If God wants us to live longer, to do what we are suppose to do, he will make sure the oil lamp is full every time, but if he decide that we are done here, he will let it on till the flame dies.
I believe in living my day to the fullest. To make sure I have done it all before the day ends and when my eyes are closed. Tomorrow is like a gift to me for fulfilling the day before... or so I say, I'm human and humans tend to make mistakes that I wish I can just let it die... but life doesn't go that way. What the future holds is completely blank. Like a piece of white paper. We are suppose to write our story and shape how the future goes.
Mistakes are to be regretted and learn from.
^ this only happens when I'm bored > >
I'm worried about certain things... Yes worried, all the time. I just wished my future is set safe. I worry things will happen that I wish I would rather kill myself. I'm just wondering, what happens when I'm old. When I was young, I always wonder how can a person live so far away from their mom. Don't they miss her? I miss her everyday even though we live in the same house. Yes, we argued here and there.. come on tell me, which daughter doesn't argue with her mom. So I wonder, what happens when I'm old. Will I be like her? Will my daughter be me?
LOVE
When we fall in love with someone, we want to be with him (I use him cause I'm a girl). We would do just about anything to be with the someone we love. If we have a rival, we fight to get our place. We stand by what we want. Love makes crazy things happen. We do crazy things to make it work (NO BLACK MAGIC). But what happen when we already found that love? What happens next?
The adventure begins when Girl meets Boy. After sometime, Girl falls in love with the Boy. Boy seems oblivious (YES IM NOT LYING, BOYS ARE ALWAYS OBLIVIOUS). Girl cannot handle, since she's straightforward, she just go on and tell him (GIRLS THESE DAYS ARE BETTER). What do you know? Boy likes Girl too. So they start dating... SO, WHAT HAPPENS NEXT? The thrill is only there when you want it, but when you got it, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!
And Yes, these things happens to me. I'm always in a very popular spot called, "Sooo, what's next?" and I have no idea how to go about it. That's why at the end of the day, that's not Love. That's INFATUATION. Some of the “symptoms” of infatuation are; feelings of panic, uncertainty, overpowering lust, feverish excitement, impatience, and/or jealously.
To love someone is to be far yet near at the same time. Love is not to be jealous when we see our partner with the opposite sex. Love is to go slow.
SO IT SAYS..
what do we know? LOVE OR INFATUATION? EVEN DR LOVE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT'S LOVE.
