I'm selfish, YES, I AM SELFISH. I always think about myself. I only care about my own opinion. not others. I only think about my feeling, not about others. SELFISH..
reason why?
No one ever thinks about me. None thinks about what I like to do. I'm nineteen and nineteen year olds have things they love to do but coming from a family with financial difficulties, I have to put back things I like to do, and do things that are supposed to be done. So, what happens? I get bored of it. So one day, I decided, why not I DO BOTH? With work, I have my own money to support myself and to help family. So, I still have to think about others, but who thinks about me?
I've been growing up, letting others go before me. I don't really care about the feeling about me being trashed after that. I cared about them, what their opinions are. People come to me when their best pals throw them aside but went they reconcile, I was left behind, alone.. back to square 1. So one day, I decided to be evil. What if I get back at them? I do things that will hurt them till they cry. So I did. It felt good. DIE BITCH.
So I decided to only care about me. I'm tired of being taken lightly. Though I do care about people close to me...but others, I seem to ignore them. Don't blame me. I didn't do it.
I'm sorry Honey for being selfish.