What am I a doll? Someone you can use for pleasure? WHAT AM I? I'm human, I have feelings and I hate people who plays with it. I'M NOT A DOLL. Don't talk to me when you're bored or you have no one to talk to, and ignore me when you're happy or not lonely. I'M NOT SOMETHING FOR PLEASURE cause I'm human, not a thing.
No, don't talk about leaving. Don't ask me what will happen if you leave. I cannot be bothered when someone leaves me cause it will only cause me to be sad and angry. IF YOU WANNA LEAVE, do it now or something. DON'T ASK ME, "will you understand" cause I will not and even if so, I WON'T TELL YOU AND I WILL NOT COME BEGGING TO YOU NOT TO cause your life, your decision.
I am seldom angry but please don't take advantage of it. JUST PLEASE DON'T. but please don't pretend. I know you will leave sooner or later cause relationships never last but I'm ignoring that fact cause I wanna be happy. I wanna feel happy for myself. I wanna smile because you made me to, laugh because you made me to, blush because you made me to, sulk because you made me to.. all because of you.
I know, you will leave me one day, but can you let me live with the lies of the happiness I want? Yes I am selfish.
I miss you everyday, and I told you cause I do. Doesn't mean I'm easy on my words. I only said that cause I meant it. I really do. They are not just words. They are my feelings. MY FEELINGS. I don't mind being ignored, though sometimes I'm upset but I don't mind being ignored. I can never ignore you cause I know how it feels like to be ignored and I don't like that. I will not be bored of you cause you are a new person everyday. Sorry if I seldom understand you. I cannot say I love you cause I don't know what is love and I never did understand it. But I can say that I like you, alot, you're the person just for me.
