I feel like killing myself. EH, no no no no. I can still walk right beside him cause he doesn't know anything. Really,
WHO THE HELL CARES. People taught me not to care. Thanks
ONI-SAMA, for giving me a good advice. Now I have to think so I won't regret? 50 years down the road, I make sure I don't lose a friend because of something so careless.
ARG!! I WANT TO PLAY THE 3K DRUM! NOOOOO!!!~ I WANTS TO CRY! anw, went to Dawn's house. Ridiculously
FAR! His house is ridiculously nice xD stuff here and there but still nice. He has a nice room with NO bed.. sleeps on the floor next to his drums. ANW, he started playing
SIMS 3. Knife fell asleep half way watching. Zun's name became God. LOL, Chen grew up becoming a lady. She keeps playing with her toy airplane. Zun's house has a bedroom that has a door to another bedroom. Zun has a sofa outside his house right next to his front door. So he keeps playing, and I felt
SLEEPY. I wanted to play the drums but I got scared =/
Halfway, he stopped and then he played his drums.. Knife woke up and played Touhou. I was listening to a Touhou Medley and realised that the songs played on the computer is exactly what I'm listening. I played a Touhou Medley for Dawn to play. the
drum sticks kept slipping off his hand and nearly hit me and knife. DANGEROUS! seriously.
AFTER ALL THAT WE GOT TOTALLY BORED! After playing some very random songs, SETSUKO came. FINALLY, an ADDED.
That is the chance I got to play the
PIANO! DAWN HAS A PIANO!~~ lol, that's the only thing I'm excited about when I go to someone's house.
DAWN HAS A PIANO! lol, I played the piano, people came in and press random keys to disrupt me! I gave up, Dawn played, I sat beside him and listen to him playing all the Touhou Character Theme. After he forgot
ALICE'S theme << style="font-weight: bold;"> HE DOESN'T APPRECIATE CLASSIC ROCK! I'M ANGRY! VERY ANGRY! anw, he's genius.. I blasted the songs for both his ears and he played to piano according to what he thinks he knows.
I'M THE ONE SUFFERING! RANDOM NOTES!! (I played.. *untan untan untan*) xD but he got "My Heart Will Go On". xD
While we were outside randoming, Knife and Setsuko made a lot of noise inside the room.
I'M THE ONE SUFFERING!~ anw, after that, people got hungry, so we went down to eat. Setsuko brought food for me and knife! YAY! Goody~ so the only one eating out is Dawn.. So we talk about random things and what to do tomorrow. What time to meet... BLAB BLAB BLAB.. and that we cheat when we play using a music score. WE DO NOT! I use a sheet! "True musician don't need sheets, they listen.. sometimes they are the one making it"..
KNIFE CALLED ME A NOOB CAUSE I USE SCORES! (he uses Tab, which is worst than using scores,
GOT SCOLDED BY SETSUKO) Then we went to 7 11, then went back... did some random things, Dawn played a game similar to Touhou.. is it? Then we set off, Dawn send us to the bus-stop.
WHY AM I TELLING YOU ALL THIS? YA, SERIOUSLY, NO IDEA.
blogging is about your feelings or so they say.. who are they? some people from somewhere.
BUT WHO CARES! THIS IS MY BLOG. I WANTS TO WRITE WHATEVER I WANT HERE! xDYou want changes in your life but why on Earth are you still sitting here doing nothing?
DO SOMETHING? First is to move on from whatever that is holding you back,
LEARN TO CARE LESS ABOUT THINGS. Then, live you life just the way you want it. No such thing as fortune telling, destiny or whatever shit,
LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT TO BE. There are regrets of course,
WE ARE MERE HUMANS. but learn from that regret and make things better. If it doesn't get better,
GO KILL YOURSELF. no I'm
KIDDING. If it doesn't get better, just have faith in yourself,
NO ONE KNOWS YOU BETTER THAN YOURSELF. and Lastly,
LOVE YOURSELF, but never be too full of it.
A QUESTION, should I take the risk and handle the consequences later or I just let it be and maybe regret it if I found out I missed the chance? but what if taking the risk is a wrong move? I don't know.
-THE BEST THING TO SAY IS TO SAY NOTHING AT ALL-
