DAMN~ My mom nagged about the dance thinggy again. NVM
I'm back on reading Dracula by Bram Stoker. Ryuuseigun was again, productive. I'm doing a Contemp Solo for "You". Now on the hunt for example videos. Sometimes, I feel I'm too hard and naggy when it comes to Ryuuseigun. -DAMN- I stress up too much and get scared if things get out of hand. -DAMN- What should I do? Next week, we're gonna change location.. right. I'm gonna be over the moon if our routine works cause I WORKED MY ASS OFF FOR THIS. NONE OF YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING AGAINST IT. Not even Dawn. ouh talking about him... I HAS HIS FULL NAME TO USE IT AGAINST HIM xD Sehu is CUUUUTE xD
When I do not mention your name here, meaning this is not for you, so please don't assume xD When I'm angry and ranting, I will mention names.. then there, you can accuse me of anything. Other than that, a big NO! Why am I stating this again? Cause people make me do it... yes, you Rachel, I'm talking about you.
I DO NOT hate you, if I do, I would tell you ... okkay? xD I'm a liar at times, but I'm honest when it comes to trivial matters.
I don't know why people say I'm rich. I am, so I'm happy. Well, I'm not happy actually cause there's one thing that I really want but I know somehow, I'm not gonna get it cause my brother said this one day.. "God won't give that you ask, instead He'll only give you that you never ask for". So that proves it that I'm not happy. I guess that's fate... but somehow I like it this way. I'm fine... So I guess that's okkay cause it's peaceful... even though I kept crying cause I'm hurt but I guess that okkay since I know it's better this way. I never want to be hated by it.I'm fine. Don't trigger it any longer. I feel better this way. Away from harm. Labels: Bram Stoker, Dawn, Dracula, God, Ryuuseigun
